Sex was going well for a little while. We were planning on doing it quite often and trying to find times that we would be alone.
Twice in the same week, that was a good thing and then she got a UTI. So of course we had to slow it down again.
We talked about other things and even talked about if we did it often enough maybe she would not be prone to the UTI. She also has staph infections that she gets in the panty area. Now I don't mind those issues but she does not let me touch her when that happens.
So back to the waiting game. Although we both knew that things would pick back up when things cleared up and I was already patient, what is a few more days.
Then something changed. My mind went from constantly thinking about sex to thinking about it maybe once a day to maybe once every few days to almost nothing at all.
I did not realize it at the time, I just figured things were a bit stressed at both work and home and I decided it was not anything to really worry about.
During a typically work week, I usually masturbate a couple mornings after my wife goes off to work and on the weekends it usually works out to right before I go to bed and right when I wake up the next day.
I like to wake up early and go out to watch porn on my laptop then masturbate while laying on the couch.
Recently that has changed. I have not really been masturbating at all, and as far as trying to initiate sex with my wife, I have taken a slower approach.
I started thinking maybe my libido has slowed. I went from checking some of my porn feeds on my phone every few hours to not at all.
Strange for me since I usually get hard when the wind blows differently.
I think a lot of it has to do with my job and the stress of work and home life.
When I really started thinking about it I thought maybe I should watch some porn or do something to see how it makes me feel. Maybe it is a medical issue and not just a mental one.
But alas, this weekend when I was alone with my wife and she was dressed in her pajamas I started to caress her body and realized it was all mental and now I am back.
Just writing this blog post is making me hard.... so I guess my libido needed a vacation too.
Glad that it is not something medical. With my wife all cleared up and ready to go, maybe I will have a sexy post later this week. We shall see.