My sex life is extremely vanilla as you have read on here. More often than not it is non-existence but when we do have sex it is missionary, or me on my side and her on her back. We occasionally change it up like last week and I put her legs over my shoulders and we fuck hard. But it is still always vanilla. When talking about it I explain my desires to explore more non-traditional sex. I want to explore bondage and restraints and would love to get slightly more into pain and withholding pleasure from the other partner. During one of these conversations she told me her dreams. She dreams about being fucked roughly by strangers. Being held down and taken, not against her will but restrained to where she can not resist. In her dreams she explained that it is never with me, but always someone else. Someone she has never met before and can not really make out the face. She told me she was embarrassed by it and that I should not take it the wrong way. Take it the wrong way,
Life, sex and bipolar depression...