Thursday, April 16, 2015

Ramblings

It is snowing today.  An April storm so not much of one, other than it has been coming down all day but the roads are still clear.

I quit my job a week ago.  The stress of not knowing what the future will hold for my career was enough for me to leave the company.  As a company we have been doing okay, but our division is slowly going down hill.  So I had to take care of myself.

The job I found is better pay, better benefits, less stressful, rock solid and all those other things, but it may be less exciting and a bit more of a commute.  I do use that term commute lightly since I am going to 9 miles to 17 miles, but still no highway driving and no traffic.

It is also four ten hour days, so I go early and leave late but have Fridays off.

I have not had sex in several months.  Honestly I can not remember the last time.  My wife is in the midst of some personal issues that I have just seemed to let her be and hope at some point we can start talking about it again.

I am uncertain as to how to bring it up without her getting upset.  We were at a point where we could talk about it but we have falling into the same old routine now.

I am extremely happy with almost all aspects of my life, aside from the sexual frustrations.  This summer should be a blast and am looking forward to everything that happens.  We bought season tickets for the local sports team and are planning on attending as many games as possible.

A few weeks ago I developed bronchitis and have had a cough since.  That has limited my appetite and I am losing weight right now, but that is a good thing because I wanted to lose weight so when I am healthy enough to lift weights I can concentrate on leaner muscle.

I also quit drinking alcohol, although that may change again soon.  I went to an event at a downtown bar that had free whiskey for four hours and drank too much and ended up throwing up all over myself and the nice yuppie street I was hanging out on.

My wife had to come pick me up because I was basically passed out drunk on the street, it is a good thing that I did not get arrested.  And now even the smell of alcohol makes me queasy, and not just whiskey or hard alcohol that goes for beer too.

And I used to love having a beer.

However, the guys I work with are taking me out tomorrow night for some beers.  I am still debating whether I will drink or not.  I think I will play it by ear.  Either way I will probably only have one.

I ebb and flow in my writing.  I would like to write more but never have much to say anymore.  So I just don't write anything and then feel bad that I am not keeping up on this thing.

Oh well, just figured I would post some of the things that have been going on.

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