43 year old man, 6'2" blue eyes brown hair, athletic build but not ripped, well adjusted, well groomed, successful and happy, seeking sex with anyone.
That would be my classified ad. I am sure I would get all kinds of responses. I am a good looking person on the inside and out. I give back to society, I volunteer, I have only committed a handful of very minor crimes that probably 99 percent of society has also committed.
I am in a loving relationship, I take care of my daughter, I provide for my family, so why is it so hard to have sex when I want it?
I hear from a lot of people that once you get married the sex stops. Why? It is not like you do not love your partner anymore? Was sex just a way of getting the person to marry you and now that you have succeeded you no longer need to do it?
The comments from my wife's side of the family all tell her that she should have sex with me because that is what a wife does for their husband, but really should it not be that she wants to have sex with me?
My wife has a problem with intimacy as I have mentioned on here before. But I do not need intimacy, I need raw pulse pounding non-stop fucking. The kind that leaves you breathless and exhausted, covered in sweat. The kind that leaves you sore but happy and ready for even more despite the aches. The kind that you grab the back of her hair and pound hard into her making the neighbors hear the bed hitting the wall.
I love my wife, but honestly having that type of sex does not need love. Why make things difficult to the point where she does not want to have sex with me but does not want me to have sex at all. It is not like I would leave her or love her any less. I would just be able to let go of my sexual tension and probably would be a much happier person.
But in this situation I would be considered a cheater. Is that because we live in a sexually repressed society. One that we can not discuss sex without the thought of marriage. Of course I am not talking about going out to craigslist and fucking the first person I meet. It would be safe and consensual and mutual in the fact that it would not be a relationship.
We have discussed an open relationship in the past. Discussed the idea and then it was brushed away like every other conversation we have about sex. She went so far as to say she would allow it but when I brought it up again she dismissed it.
I am left now to my own devices, my internet porn, my chatting with women that are too far away for me to act out any of my fantasies but I can still imagine what it would be like.
Why does it have to be this way? I am not religious, marriage is not a sacred institution. I am devoted to my wife and family, just want a bit of action from time to time. I want pure passion, uninhibited sex with someone that wants the same with me. Is that too much to ask for?
That would be my classified ad. I am sure I would get all kinds of responses. I am a good looking person on the inside and out. I give back to society, I volunteer, I have only committed a handful of very minor crimes that probably 99 percent of society has also committed.
I am in a loving relationship, I take care of my daughter, I provide for my family, so why is it so hard to have sex when I want it?
I hear from a lot of people that once you get married the sex stops. Why? It is not like you do not love your partner anymore? Was sex just a way of getting the person to marry you and now that you have succeeded you no longer need to do it?
The comments from my wife's side of the family all tell her that she should have sex with me because that is what a wife does for their husband, but really should it not be that she wants to have sex with me?
My wife has a problem with intimacy as I have mentioned on here before. But I do not need intimacy, I need raw pulse pounding non-stop fucking. The kind that leaves you breathless and exhausted, covered in sweat. The kind that leaves you sore but happy and ready for even more despite the aches. The kind that you grab the back of her hair and pound hard into her making the neighbors hear the bed hitting the wall.
I love my wife, but honestly having that type of sex does not need love. Why make things difficult to the point where she does not want to have sex with me but does not want me to have sex at all. It is not like I would leave her or love her any less. I would just be able to let go of my sexual tension and probably would be a much happier person.
But in this situation I would be considered a cheater. Is that because we live in a sexually repressed society. One that we can not discuss sex without the thought of marriage. Of course I am not talking about going out to craigslist and fucking the first person I meet. It would be safe and consensual and mutual in the fact that it would not be a relationship.
We have discussed an open relationship in the past. Discussed the idea and then it was brushed away like every other conversation we have about sex. She went so far as to say she would allow it but when I brought it up again she dismissed it.
I am left now to my own devices, my internet porn, my chatting with women that are too far away for me to act out any of my fantasies but I can still imagine what it would be like.
Why does it have to be this way? I am not religious, marriage is not a sacred institution. I am devoted to my wife and family, just want a bit of action from time to time. I want pure passion, uninhibited sex with someone that wants the same with me. Is that too much to ask for?
This whole post would make a great add.
ReplyDeleteIt lends a complete understanding of your situation.
Thank you, I had little understanding of the male side of a lack of intimacy. I barely understand my own.
Thanks I appreciate it... I definitely wonder sometimes why we can not have these types of situations and still be happily married. I would want the same for my wife if she so desired.
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