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HNT - The Finale

I woke up this morning thinking that I would post something fun that happened to me in the last week, which I will soon. However, I was surprised and saddened to see that HNT is ending. I found this out by checking out my favorite HNT blogger Emmy posted a final picture.

I started this blog as a way to express my feelings and sexuality and found an incredible community. HNT allowed me to expose myself without actually revealing everything about me. In one way it was helping me to feel desired, in another it was helping to come out of my shell. Unfortunately I did not get to completely explore all the different artistic opportunities that HNT allowed, but I did have fun for the past year.

I owe a lot to the people that helped me along the way including Osbasso and his HNT Posts.

So I end my HNT where I began, a self shot in the mirror. Although it is a different mirror, and a lot more revealing than the first, it is a similar shot that was my first. I also decided to post a few others that I had saved but forgotten about.

So Happy final HNT!

The First

Yoga Pose
Cant Remember

Comments

  1. Glad to see you posting for the last HNT...it's always good to see you, though. :)
    HFHNT!

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  2. Sexy shot! A fitting finale for HNT!

    -Jill

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  3. Some really great shots there…… (not to mention a body I'd like to see more of!). I think this is the first time I've been over here - or one of the first times - but it looks like an interesting blog you've got going on.

    LGS xx

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  4. Great pics. Happy final HNT.

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