Blue Eyed Bader

With the pandemic forcing me to be home these last few months I have been working on a fairly consistent basis. I am happy with my progress and it has been fun as I approach 50 to feel like I have done quite a bit for myself. I also went vegan recently and that has been the best decision of my life.  My cardiologist told me that I really did not have to see him anymore as all my tests were completely normal.  This has been an incredible time, both good and bad. But you can never stop trying to become a better person.  I feel great, I look great, and I am happy... for the most part.  

A friend popped up again recently and talking with her reminded me of how I have neglected this blog and all the friends that I had made writing here.  I actually have been writing on a different blog with my real name, but being anonymous and talking about sex is so much more fun. So I may try to continue where I left off and see what happens. Needless to say this year has been a bit crazy. From traveling the world to not leaving the house for seven months it has been a whirlwind to say the least.  The wife and I have decided that maybe it is time to move on. We have technically separated but with everything going on we still live together. Not the best situation but we still get along, just have no intimacy. So what now? Well I have been saving money, investing, getting in better shape and taking classes for an MBA. It is time to start doing things for myself. If you have followed my blog I always gave up most of life to be a caregiver and these days I just can't continue. P...